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Tuesday, August 01, 2006

So several weeks ago we take Chase to the dr who suggests we come back to see the Hematologist/Oncologist the next day.  I know what those words mean.  The dr the next day says whatever is going on is obviously not agressive, but the best thing would be to do a double bone marrow biopsy to look for lymphoma. Let's wait for an opperating room so he can be "asleep" when it's done.  We wait.  There are lots of guys coming back from Iraq who need the OR. We wait some more. Waves of adrenalin(I suppose) occasionally wash over me--life could be much different than we expected in the near future. I think--if I just "knew" something, then things would be better. Then we get an appointment before our Romania trip. But not far enough before to have any results by the time we go. God points out to me that "knowing" is not God. It will not give me peace. Only God will do that. And no matter what adventure we face next He will be there through it all giving us His peace. "Who, by worrying, can add a single hour to his life?" Thanks for all the prayers, those of you who prayed. We were at peace on our trip to Romania.  And we enjoyed good news upon our return--that there is no evidence of lymphoma from the biopsy.  We wait some more for results from more tests (including one tomorrow) to learn more about what may have caused the low blood counts and swollen glands. Is there more to this next adventure? I "know" God is good whatever answers He brings and even if there aren't any answers yet!


Saturday, November 12, 2005

OK I really can't believe that it has taken me a week to say just how much fun it was to jump (lean forward and fall) out of that airplane! It is true you can't really yell all that much with all that rushing air. I closed my mouth to breathe in.  I forgot to hold my arms out like superman, and that disappoints me.  But it was still amazing to be falling and thinking THERE IS NO PLANE--just me (and the man to whom I am attached who is behind me and not between me and the ground so I am not thinking about him.) How cool. My tandem guy points to where Jim is falling ahead of us.  I couldn't even see them at first--they looked so far away so fast--they went out of the plane just ahead of us. Then the parachute opens (I never looked up and saw it.) We floated for about 5 minutes.  It was beautiful.  The man behind me says welcome to my office.  He also said that the leaves had changed colors in two days. It was  a little hazy but so exciting to see so far, the ground so far away.  What a privelege to float.
It just makes me shake my head. and smile.

Thanks, Christin!


Wednesday, November 02, 2005

Currently Listening
Nothing Is Sound
By Switchfoot
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Contrary to my detractor's comments I can manage to type a few words here and there.

I am seriously experiencing butterflies every time the THOUGHT of jumping out of an airplane crosses my tiny little brain. It makes me breathe shallow little breaths.  Yikes.


Saturday, October 29, 2005

Oh dear me!(that's what mothers say, right?)

All I can say is that I don't think I will never eat that again. And if I do, I will definitely use some kind of sauce or a better tastinizer before I do.

Glory be! (that also is what old women say, right?)

I sure hope I can live with all those things that hatched in my stomach.

Oh well... I don't know why I swallowed those things... perhaps I'll... nevermind...


Thursday, October 27, 2005

My name is Momma Wilkins, and I have a problem. I can't do anything on the computer, ever!!! In fact, Bryce is typing this as I dictate. (not really. I'm actually making it up as she sits here beside me getting panicked at what I choose to say) I'm pretty worthless at this whole thing, so if you don't see an update or anything for months at a time, that's because I am worthless as afore mentioned. (really though, she is sitting right beside me asking me what people say on these things) Please feel sorry for me and say nice things about whatever Bryce chooses to say when I am not looking. (Ok, Chase just told me to say something about email making her cry, and her response was, and I quote: "Not anymore!!!")


*Editors note: I (Bryce) the editor, am personally appalled at the accusations toward my name in the above post, and do not condone any mean things said or implied about my mother.